This is how it’s supposed to be.
It seems since I left university I’ve been experiencing a revolutionary Islam. One that aligns with all the ideals I’ve always held to be true. One that centers first and foremost on love. Loving your Lord, Loving His Messenger Sallallahu Alayhi Wa aalihi wasalam, loving yourself and loving every creation around you for Allah’s sake.
The loving yourself bit seems to be a challenge. Self-doubt and self-criticism is necessary but can easily get out of control, Shaytaan knows your weak points man, and he’ll push you down with negative thoughts about yourself.
I’m trying to learn to love myself more and the reality is that loving myself is loving Allah, Most High, and Rasulullah Sallallahu Alayhi Wa aalihi wasalam. The best way to love myself is to adhere to my true purpose. I, along with all of creation, every one of us, was created to worship the One, All-Loving God.
When we fall short of that true purpose is when we hit troubled waters. Our emptiness breeds negative emotions which further drives us to seek refuge in Dunya. Bad habits spiral out of control, and we just can’t seem to win at anything. A darkness sets in. But there’s no darkness. There’s an infinite source of light just beyond the blindfolds we’ve put on ourselves, with our own hands, shielding us from the light. Subhanallah.
All you have to do is remember. Remember who Allah is, Subhanahu Wa Ta’aalaa, remember why you are here. Keep reminding yourself. Everyday.
This post is a reminder to myself. Everything I wrote here is inspired by a webinar with my teacher Shaykh Muhammad bin Yahya Al-Ninowy, May Allah bless and preserve him (the quote in the picture is from there too). I urge you to watch it for yourself. If you want a flood of positivity and motivation this is where you should go: The Sufi Path of Love , like now!
May Allah allow me and all who read this post, and all of creation, to live in love, to fulfill our true purpose. May Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta’aalaa forgive us all for all the times we fall short of it. Aameen.
Jumuah Mubarak beloveds.
Allāhumma ṣalli ‘alā sayyidinā muḥammadi nin nūri wa ālihī
“O Allah, send salutations upon our Master Muhammad, the Light, and his Family!”